[font=impact][color=#54f0bd][b]Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel I a sense a kiss it's coming on I sense the rift between us my fault I pray for something a quick demise something substitute a restless mind call the doctors call the guards you can't call anyone to save me now we hear the one who calls their right behind the walls the only question here is Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Is this whats left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this whats left of me whats left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred Is this whats left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this whats left of me whats left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Your own emotions can be your greatest enemy I am the cancer I am the cause I am the devil sitting on my left shoulder in this regression I'm looking for just some attention so don't keep me waiting without direction spread the fault searching for something just a little less caustic for him to sing this song seems like for just too long I'll follow them and wonder Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel Why can't I ever feel I'm quite happy living my life this way to find I have to care anymore we've all come from one commiserating we just want to feel anything Is this whats left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this whats left of me whats left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred Is this whats left of me debilitated life look back and see nothing but my self wasted is this whats left of me whats left will be destroyed Is it ever ending my self-hatred[/font][/color][/b]