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Time has come The time came by, She’s finely able to fly. Her soul will arise toward her husband’s one, She’s leaving back, a daughter and son. A star will show her the way, To a bright world, to end up gay. Constant loneliness will finely find an end, An angel to guard, from him to be send. Cooling her body, no smile on her face, She’d closed her eyes, to hide the painful glace. The pain in her body keeps her down, In my eyes, to be honest, she’d deserved a grown. She is a queen in my eyes, A purified soul without any lies. In peace her soul will rest in time, Forgetting all had happened, all crime. †††… Ich werde dich für immer lieben… Ruhe in Frieden…††† :cry

Hope is gone Flooded by the moonlight, An old woman standing back a hill side. Lonely seems her fragile body there, Lost her husband, no one else who takes care. Lost through sickness within a coven, Never stopped this deeply loving. Glazing look with milky eyes, Never thought of any lies. A deadly sickness is destroying her body, Her soul is walking through a hospital lobby. Continuously whispering the name of him, This is such a sadly sin. She was strong all her life, But where should she go, this widowed wife? Left with the only wish to die, She wants to climb the hill and fly. Fly away toward heavens gate, Leave her life, no fear nor hate. Return his heart back to her soul, Making them once more a whole. Her eyes rise up to the sky, She is mumbling the word why. In slow motions her hands fold, The wind which surrounds her is autumn cold. Slowly closing her eyes, Was my life set out of lies? I have born a child, And ended up in the doomed wild? Thoughts are taking her sanity, Once they had lived there life’s full of charity. Her lips are moving slowly, Forming words that once were holy. “Lord you gave and you took. But why did you leave me alone back in this cold deep wild, Love used to keep me alive, and now I’m forced to dive. Dive in the black lake of tears which was left back, no grip for me to hold on. No chance in my view to live any longer.” He took her soul, but won’t take her heart, It is such a sinful bitter type of art. A tear running down her cheek, She never had felt her body such weak. Once more her lips speaking words, but sweet, Doesn’t know where her way will lead. Her eyes open slight, Will he be there to guide? “Beloved husband of mine, I’ll stay here till the sun will shine. I know you are watching me, I wish I could see. My skin had touched the salty water; I was left back with a son and… a daughter. But my time will come soon, latest in spring when our fields start to bloom. I hope you will wait for me back in heaven, only a few weeks left, to be honest… 7. I love you so much and I will follow you to find once more my liberty, I will leave this place full of misery.” A smile which lasts on her weak face, There is a little sparkle full of life within her glace. Staying here to wait for the sun to rise, A purified soul which never got touched by any lies. ††Gewittmet an meine Oma, ich weiss das es schwer fuer dich ist, Ich liebe dich ueber alles. ††

[center]Final Race[/center] Constant Loneliness, I’m surrounded by a freezing breath. Painful is its touching flow, It’s cutting like a metal claw. Whispering voices surrounding my senses, Taking all there Million chances. Fighting down my build bond, What is it that they want? Breathless is how I’m running, I can feel them coming. My eyes are searching for a niche, Is it possible for me to reach? Tortured screams are escaping my lungs, Disturbing there irritating songs. Nobody determines to hear, It’s continuously building my terrified fear. Carried away by its hypnotically glace, Started had the final race. A race between life and death, It’s stopping the movement of my chest. Silent screams are keeping my fears company, It has destroyed my build up boundary. I’m running faster toward the light, Healing is its touch, magnificent and bride. Fear backs up, a smile to dare, Is there someone who might care? The steps become more slow, carried away by a thought, Is it the way to my lord? Toward the light are set her eyes, No place for hidden lies. Accepting the fact for her final death, Knowing her soul will peacefully rest.

[center]Black Velvet[/center] Fear banished behind a door, No influence of peace nor war. No feeling in her gaze, Out of porcelain was made her face. No smile she faced the beauty with, Feeling less would be her kiss. Life vanished out of her eyes since a long time, Consumed was it by them, her sunshine. Dressed in black and pale white skin, The lights surrounding her started to dim. Dark red lips luxuriating her face, Stainless eyes are concluding her gaze. Independently trimmed her thoughts, Cutting were her pitiless words. From the outside she seemed so open minded, Human surrounding her are just to blind. Her heart bleeding long time ago, The last tear of blood had fallen to the floor. Going motionless through life, Black velvet is blocking her sight. Leaving her family, her environment, She is searching for a healing scent. The scent of death so near, She is closing her eyes, no feeling and no fear. Talking once more in a whispering voice, She’s asking them to forgive her choice. Raising the dagger toward her heart, Stepped, breaking down like a house of cards. Lying on the floor, eyes wide opened, The boundary of her fear is broken. Starting to understand the step she took, Her eyes are widening by a fearful look. Her body starts shaking wildly, Her life passes away ever so slightly. She tries to scream out, the fear of death, But no sound leaves her begging chest. Once more the velvet vanishes her sight, Taking is the life out of her eyes. The girl had left her life behind, Proved by the contract she’d just signed.

[color=cobra][center]Vergeltung[/center] Ein stummer Schrei von mir, Ein leises wimmern im Raum. Verschlungen von der naechtlichen Gier. Ich habe meine Gefühle nicht mehr im Saum. Der Schmerz vibriert in meinem Körper, Getrieben wurd ich von ihren Lügen, Meine Schreihe sind nicht hörbar. Gezwungen, mich ihnen zu fügen. Die Sehnsucht nach dir verbrennt mich von innen, Aus Spaß wurde Ernst, Zurück mag ich dich gewinnen. Im anblick meines Sterns. Verloren deine schwarze Rose, Auf der suche nach ihr ging ich verloren, Getrieben in das Zeitlose. Kläglich versagt, was ich dir hab geschworen. Ein Schatten welcher mich verfolgt, Seine berührungen sind schmerzhaft, Ich habe dieses Schicksal nie gewollt. Die maske der Angst mich angafft. Verloren in der Ehwigkeit, Dein name von Pein durchträngt, Gefangen in krausamer Vergangenheit. Meine Schreie zu einem wispern gesenkt. Ein Nebel meinen Geist umringt, Nimmt mir die Graft zum leben, Egal wie sehr ich meinen Körper wind. Dir gewittmet, wollte ich ihn dir geben. Mein Herz gebrochen, Die Schuld wurde verleugnet, Innerhalb weniger Wochen. Mein Leib gehäutet. Zeig mir den Weg zurück, Deine Gefühle sollst du teilen, Teil mit mir dein Glück. So das meine Wunden endlich heilen. Ich liebe dich du Stern der Nacht, Unterschrieben mit meinem Blut, Was haben wir nur falsch gemacht? Es zerbrach nur unseren Mut.

[center][b][i][size=3][color=ff6699]A Simple Thought[/center] Constant Loneliness, A pressure rises within my chest. A moon to who wolfs howl, Within me lies a purified soul. An angel on my shoulder, Feelings drift, it’s getting colder. A silent whisper in my ear, Vanished had, this pain I fear. Stars which twinkle in thy sky, A perfect view before I die. The moonlight reflecting on thy river, This view left me of shiver. Is this picture going to change after my death? Can this beauty become less? A planet, dominated by war, She is crying out, feelings to sore. Gaya who’s crying, Her kids are dieing. Natural disasters did happen, But none were as dangerous as our weapon. She is the mother of all, She’s the one which held me, when ever I fall. But with what did we thank her perfection, Thanked with pain, a bloody satisfaction… We dare to cry, We are to die. Our pride gone to far, Showing us within there war. I can’t take this view anymore, My soul by now, it became to sore. The first time I can feel it, Build within my painful guilt. My heart is bleeding, I can feel her weeping. Seeking eyes drowned in sadness, Can I leave my life so careless? I banished thee to feel her pain, I banished thee to go insane. We were a mistake of creation, We never learned to feel the fascination. Tears I spilled for her trust, A last feeling before my body turns back to dust. People will leave there tears on my grave, Goodbye is what they want to say. Created of her, a lake of tears, Oceans they named, ignoring her fears. Human should die, to decrease her pain, Drowned inside, created through there shame. For that, I finely became part of her perfection, Part of Luna’s reflection. My soul drowned in satisfaction, No influence of the living action.

[center][b][i][size=3][color=ff6699]Time Less[/center] Silence is surrounding me, I’m to blend to see. A phone is ringing in the distance, It is to unreal for me to listen. Shadows dance on the wall, To hypnotically is there constant call. A gobbled falls down to break, Spilling fragments within its bloody lake. Far away in deeply thoughts, I have never been noticed by my lords. A dagger lies beside my bed, Surrounded, by a purring cat... Black her coat, sprinkled with white, What a beautiful combination within the light. Time passes in nonsense frame, The future comes, but still the same. Once more the phone would ring out loud, Once more it’s diminished by my doubt. My eyes are still set toward the game, The reflection keeps inside a purified flame. My eyes so cold and feeling less, Love was left out, a picture of my desk. Eyes drowned in a lake of pain, Nothing to change, banished to stay the same. Faith which let me back to life, Deep in my past is where I dive. No surface for me in sight, Weaker becomes the shallow light. Silence had left, voices surround, Deeper becomes my painful wound. Seeing what happened, seeing what passed, I’m banished it forever to last. Countless tears is what I spilled, It’s for them to drown within there guild. They used me like a piece of meat, Not the feelings they ought to seek. Feelings never reached the inside, Never to know what’s wrong or right. Passes by my time to live, Senses been killed, within this riff.

[center][b][i][size=3][color=ff6699]Black Heaven - Obscurity[/center] Susanne es ist 4 tage her das sie semtliche asperien mit einer flasche wodka runtergespuehlt haben... Ich... Ich hatte kopfweh I'm lost in endless darkness My life is so unreal And every day is a challange I cant have what i need I'm lost in my depression The fallen ray untrue I'm searching for existence I'm still searching for you Everything can be untrue and i put all my trust in you and so much hate is filling me my life is an obscurity I dive into the ocean a thousend softly clears the sky is full of danger an i will fall my dear when all my fate is broken and we slightly feel the pain just let me be my freedom and the day remains the same Everything can be untrue and i put all my trust in you and so much hate is filling me my life is an obscurity

[center][size=3][color=ff6699][b][i]Sakrileg[/center] Ich spreche heilig was man für die Sünde hält Ich bin die Nachtgestalt in einer falschen Welt Die Seele malträtiert am Kreuz der Sklaverei Ich weiß das Blut ist schwach, doch der Geist ist frei Ich höre seine Stimme Ich schau in sein Gesicht Er ist am Kreuz gestorben Doch starb er nicht für mich Er tanzt auf meiner Seele Will mir Erlöser sein Gott, lass mich bloß in Ruhe Gott, lass mich bloß allein Er spricht von Lust und Liebe wie von ew'gen Leid Der Sinn des Seins verborgen ruht im Himmelreich Er teilt die Nacht vom Tag der Gut und Böse trennt Doch nur die Dunkelheit hat Flügel mir geschenkt Ich höre seine Stimme Ich schau in sein Gesicht Er ist am Kreuz gestorben Doch starb er nicht für mich Er tanzt auf meiner Seele Will mir Erlöser sein Gott, lass mich bloß in Ruhe Gott, lass mich bloß allein

[color=ff6699][center][b][i][size=3]Wahrheit oder Luege....[/center] Eine Luege in den Raum gesetzt, Oder ist es die Wahrheit? Die Messer wurden gewetzt. Ich muss mir verschaffen meine Klarheit. Das Messer zeigt bedrohlich auf mich, Die Schatten beinhalten ein Gelaechter, Meine Vergangenheit nun dieser Zeit glich. Weggerannt ist mein Waechter. Geb mir ein Zeichen, Befor ich zerbreche in jener Dunkelheit, Nicht von der Wahrheit abweichen. Ein Ort voller Finsterniss und Grausamkeit. Blutende Traenen ziehren meine Hand, Doch die Gefuehle tringen nicht zu mir, Ist das deren Dank? Die Angst verschlingt sie mit grausamer Gier. Umzingelt von Grausamen Gedanken, Ist es die Hoffnung welche mich befreit? Erstickt, umgeben von starken Ranken. Wird sie mich fuehren durch jene Dunkelheit? Traenen mischen sich mit Blut, Mein Wunsch zu hassen, Verloren in jener Sut. Es waere einfacher los zulassen. Mein Koerper hinterlasse ich zitternd, Ich stolperte ueber ihr Wort, Meine Angst faengt an zu wittern. Bin ich nun gefangen an jenem Ort? Fuehrt mich aus der Dunkelheit zurueck in das Licht, Verfolgt von jenen Gedanken, Bitte klaert fuer jenen Augenblick meine Sicht. Fuehle ich wie meine Gefuehle in den Schatten versanken.