I'm so gloomy and totally in coma. Wonder what I'm doing in a german gothic chat site.. I dont like german anymore. Mean german, will not be here anymore.

wow, I am so unlinked. got blasted away from the starkall AND armilos page...erasing my name is deleting the living memory. thanks so much Herr starkall. maybe you should scratch out the "V" on your timepiece.

I am surrounded by piles of work... thousands of pictures are screaming to be photoshopped...but I cant do them all now... aaaaah!! I need to take an assistent, fulltime photoshopper. And just got the offer to do a tarot deck... I am very in suspense! And and and..WGT come closer day by day. Had to chango one of my exams, so happy that my students were willing to have it switched to this tuesday...what means that I need to make exam-questions quite soon, actually now? Creeep!!

I just phoned with my co-organizor and DJ from my Soiree Gala Nocturna ball... we've came up with the idea to organize the next party around Halloween. We try to deal with the authorities of my village to get the gothic chapel again. It will be not easy, but absolutely worth doing some efforts for. Whiii I'm so into this!

It's breaking up time and everybody is alone... I'm happy that standing alone is less dramatic than expected. So much to do in betweentime and let's see what will happen. I'm telling myself to go on holiday with great girls...hope to see Gilraen again...miss her.