She fills my bed with gasoline You think I wouldn't notice Her mind's made up Her love is gone I think someone's trying to show us a sign That even if we thought it would last The moment would pass My bones will break and my heart would give Oh, it hurts to live It hurts to breathe Well every time that you're not next to me Her mind's made up The girl is gone And now I'm forced to see I think I'm on my way Oh, it hurts to live today Oh and she says "Don't you wish you were dead like me?"

Got a flame In my hand If you don't want a fire Step out of my light Walk on by Just look away 'Cause if you're on my path You're better off dead

Last night I saw the face of god But waking I forgot who she was Now I understand the power of love Now I know nothing is all I've understood I want to know the truth But then again what's the use I'm so confused I've all the answers just too much to lose And I need to know what I believe I feel a child underneath Underneath

I've been dreaming of a red bird And the peace of it's gentle wings It's an omen of better things I've been waking with the same pain That makes me wanna sleep And dream of a red bird So build us a nest, for I've chosen to leave For I'm so heavy here Come to me tonight and I'll be waiting With my wings I will have left the weight behind me that The blood of man brings Where there once was despair Tonight I'll be free And the slings and the stone that uncovered my bones will have flown my memory I've been dreaming of a red bird It's sings of a way out, it sings of release It's been tapping on my window To remind me it's waiting And that I have a choice So build us a nest, for I have chosen to leave For I am so heavy here Come to me tonight and I'll be waiting With my wings I will have left the weight behind that The blood of man brings Where there once despair Tonight I'll be free And the slings and the stones that uncovered my bones will have flown my memory Take me away from here I am not equipped for such strain Take away the fear How do you prepare for the pain Now I'm leaving with a red bird As my arms leak again I am so happy here Come to me tonight and I'll be waiting With my wings I will have left the weight behind that The blood of man brings Where there once was despair Tonight I will be free And the slings and the stones that uncovered My bones will have flown my memory

I know we're just like old friends We just can't pretend That lovers make amends We are reasons so unreal We can't help but feel that something has been lost But please you know you're just like me Next time I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect Perfect strangers down the line Lovers out of time Memories unwind So far I still know who you are But now I wonder who I was... Angel, you know it's not the end We'll always be good friends The letters have been sent on So please, you always were so free You'll see, I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers when we meet Strangers on the street Lovers while we sleep Perfect You know this has to be We always we're so free We promised that we'd be Perfect

„Die Weisheit des Lebens besteht im Ausschalten der unwesentlichen Dinge.“

Dead Skin Mask [Hanneman/Araya] Graze the skin with my finger tips The brush of dead cold flesh pacifies the means Provocative images delicate features so smooth A pleasant fragrance in the light of the moon [CHORUS] Dance with the dead in my dreams Listen to their hallowed screams The dead have taken my soul Temptation's lost all control Simple smiles elude psychotic eyes Lose all mind control rationale declines Empty eyes enslave the creations Of placid faces and lifeless pageants In the depths of a mind insane Fantasy and reality are the same Graze the skin with my finger tips The brush of dead warm flesh pacifies the means Incised members ornaments on my being Adulating the skin before me Simple smiles elude psychotic eyes Lose all mind control rationale declines Empty eyes enslave the creations Of placid faces and lifeless pageants

"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new dark age." H.P.Lovecraft - The call of Cthulhu

A Warriors Creed I have no parents- I make the heaven and earth my parents. I have no home- I make awareness my home. I have no life or death- I make the tides of breathing my life and death. I have no divine power- I make honesty my divine power. I have no means- I make understanding my means. I have no magic secrets- i make character my magic secret. I have no body- I make endurance my body. I have no eyes- I make the flash of lightning my eyes. I have no ears- I make sensibility my ears. I have no limbs- I make promptness my limbs. I have no strategy- I make "unshadowed by thought" my strategy. I have no designs- I make "seizing the opportunity by the forelock" my design. I have no miracles- I make right-action my miracles. I have no tactics- I make emptiness and fullness my tactics. I have no talents- I make ready wit my talent. I have no friends- I make my mind my friend. I have no enemy- I make carelessness my enemy. I have no armor- I make benevolence and righteousness my armor. I have no castle- I make immovable-mind my castle. I have no sword- I make absence of self my sword. ~Anonymous Samurai, fourteenth century

[14:33] Horst: hrhr beim vision bleak konzert bin ich an die vorbei zum klo oder so, da hast du plöztlich so ne karate-bewegung gemacht, ich hab mich erschrocken, wollte weglaufen und bin gegen die wand gerannt

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