Where do I belong to? Where am I ?

I am -searching- in the darkness for my love she -disappeared- .

Oh dear... was war denn das gestern? -Blackout- ? Nein, das glaube ich nun auch wieder nicht... aber...schlimm wars trotzdem.

I see no sense now in my thoughts. No one will ever help me out of this misery. I'm lost.. lost in myself... It's so senseless... I'll never reach the end. I'm away.

I#m only dreaming... i'm dreaming me away. "I can see you there you're lying down to grass, Your body looks so perfect, I don't dare to touch. Your lips so bloddy red, your eyes still look at me, the night is cold and dark - Why don't you come to me? - The Moon is watching us, I know you wait for me. Your skin is soft and white I can't resist to kiss...."

Just waiting... The second day and I'm waiting... So cute.