Acceptance of My Decay The distortion of laws and times send morals to black holes Riding on a razor's edge beetween live and death The cold blade of consciousness deeply bite within my flesh Asperger microcosm with confined flesh walls May the tornado of lost sould wrap my putrid shell And blow me to another place and another dirt Flashes to flashes...dirt to dirt...drink the wine of denial The dust of time let place to bitter senility The powder to my face, this poison to my veins Nothing remains but sick remorse Rotting alone in disgrace with disgust as only friend Wandering in a cold void, the nomad of my soul An age of confusion The nomad of my soul... The universe of my mind absorbs human notions The distortion of laws and times send morals to black holes Tomorrow will be worse, everlasting borderline, the black venom feeds my cold pump Poisoning my essence as the wine of plague, my karma is blackening within my veins Melancholic child who never found the light Eyes full of tears Yesterday seems it will last forever Hope is dead Nothing is all around Abstraction of my feelings Cure is a lost illusion Healing will never come The cosmos inside my brain distorts laws of time and space,, some rememberances violently come back to the surface Blur nebulaes of the past explode from an ethylic mist, to give birth to a marvellous tumor, a star has died But as soon you're coming nearer you can see the acid truth that burns your eyes as a mysticism is no more Hate me for what i am, love me for what i'll never be I'm yours you know as long as you belong to me Drinking my words, feeling it fine as your cunt brain opens for me, the spems that stain your face is mine And you ask for another song motherfucker, forget anything you learnt, another world is coming, oh i know it's not with me Have a bitter time Voices to my head call me down Evil in my flesh guide me through the night In a universe of mist, what could be my thoughts Alcohol as a fuel that keeps my corpse warm enough for those to see, art has become my own decay in a world where they vainly build On what'd already ruins for me I know who I am... Neurotic galaxies, chemical nebulaes, the cosmos is just my brain, my soul is the center of my autist universe Big bang in my soul , tornadoes in my head, I wished it was the last just as it began Misery as a vocation, ethilic gates opens for me, yelling my agony to the night, hell as a promised deal Nests of flies peeling my eyes, alcohol blurs my vision, colder everything is now, he's coming to take me Mütiilation