[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/15.jpg[/img] I will never give in to you I can't realy promise to hiding from you is done my fear of you is gone no more sleeping, no eating no more lies, just cheating it's all just a matter of time summed by your hate my angry shadow awakes and if you bow down before screaming like a filthy whore it will thrill him even more self defense is not a crime it's all just a matter of time

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/14.jpg[/img] slit my throught it's blood I choke a blue/green eye together we cry hide, hide! take cover hide the inside lover lover burning in hell inside my shell feels good fire fire my soul burns lier lier we take turns higher! higher!! another morning boring boring slit my throught it's blood I choke I show the outside inside has died us? together? me alone? forever? feelings feelings stuffed it down back again funny, stunning giggling, running watch my look the akting it took an akter for life this look take a dive look right in see the sin? I slit my throught it's blood I choke a bleeding red eye alone with them I die

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/13.jpg[/img] die nacht in wut verbracht es kracht ich bin aufgewacht leck mich, ich will weg weg, raus aus diesem dreck rennen, doch wohin? hat ja eh keinen sinn überall die gleiche scheiße immer auf einer anderen weise es ist genug, zuviel ist zuviel doch wohin, ich hab kein ziel ich lasse alles hinter mir ich drehe mich im kreis alles hat seinen preis es brennt wie feuer alles ist zu teuer keine route in sicht und mein schädel bricht diese tödliche frustration meine mentale masturbation leck mich ich will weg liebe funktioniert nicht dunkelheit blendet das licht die wahrheit schneidet tief verfolgte mich wohin ich lief´ fickt euch ich will weg

[center] (meine seele, gemalt und coloriert von ner freundin) [img]http://nixbitch.org/seelenunf.jpg[/img] bitter and all alone screaming at home search for god failed alot cryptic thoughts wet eyes he said she cries he said one life, wasted good one heart, made of wood a empty box, they think eyes blink a burning drink cant have nobody like you no one special, you do you know- nothing to proof I know- nothing to loose one more time he said I'm dying he knew last chance he said bitter and alone he is screaming at home he's dead

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/11.jpg[/img] help me, Im fucking lonley help me, Im acting foney help me, I am hungry what do you want? help me, Im a doll help me, I will fall help me, Im naked what do you want? point your finger at me might be fun soldier without a uniform with a gun fire is falling from the sky I dont know why hear the birds begin to cry I dont know why This doesnt make any sense chrismas with no presents chrismas without my parents cry on the 24th what do I want? help me, I dont know help me, dont wanna grow help me, Im a child what do you want?

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/10.jpg[/img] Im a talking puppet with eyes made out of glas Im a talking puppet controlled by a hand up my ass Im talking to myself even if I had your ear Im listening to myself even if you where here Im a talking puppet a puppet with a shell Im a screaming puppet puppets should burns in helll

[center] (total altes bild, letztes jahr irgendwann) [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/guitar.jpg[/img] the lack of satifaction allways the wrong reaction this kid is acting sappy nothing can make me happy lonley since the day I was born broken home stings like a thorn schizo, mania and borderline telling them I am fine filled with frustration and hate bruised, broken. this is fate. the mistery with dark eyes no truth, there are no lies left alone, just like in the past a silent scream, the depression will last yesterday a baby, tomorow you will be dead life is ending, death is to fast.

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/5.jpg[/img] I tried to be nice but it didn't make me happy I tried to avoid lies but it didn't make you happy I tried to cry I wasn't happy I wanted to die but It didn't make them happy I prayd to god but he wasn't happy I kissed your sod but you still weren't happy I screamed like hell but it didn't make me happy I did everything well but still, noone was happy I don't give a damn It should make me happy I'm not the average man it makes you happy my intentions are good for you it makes them happy I'm just beeing myself I wish I was happy

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/6.jpg[/img] now she's smiling, but she's crying. loughing, so it seems but sad, even in her dreams in her face, a grin but she's giving in her eyes carry her pain day by day the same on the outside she's happy the inside, so crappy it's tearing up her heart show your feelings, though it's hard

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/9.jpg[/img] no place to go, no place to stay no where to be alone, can't get away not welcomed any possible place, don't want to show my face trapped in the spaceless stuck in all this mess in the streets all alone, no more home, sweet home. running in circles, blind no place I can find all that shit is running through my head, I wish these feelings would just drop dead

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/8.jpg[/img] with scars on the arm, and the blood is still warm with tears in the eyes, tomuch pain, tomuch lies lack of love, lack of bliss fake words, a worthless kiss, kids with babys, kid with a drug. mommy is a whore, daddy a thug. born with hunger, born with hope instead of food there is heroin and dope. teenage angst is strong again load the guns, boys fight like men. hate is rising, the fear, it grows broken hearts, the cold wind blows. the man on the cross, the crown with a thorn. time to tell gabriel to blow his horn

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/1.jpg[/img] I see that crying kid it doesnt know what it did locked in his lonley room the bad man is his doom hide, somewhere, anywhere no place to hide there stop screaming at him dont you know where he has been hes afraid, thats your fault scared of your cruel insults see the bruises in his face? you bastard, youre a disgrace she should be his mother but she doesnt even bother she looks away, sees that guy the evil devil who deserves to die I still see them, I cant help even though I know how it felt I still feel that crying little sissy

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/me/7.jpg[/img] ich bin der parasit der in mir lebt der parasit der vor wut in mir bebt ich bin luft die eingeatmet wird und als co2 ausgespuckt stirbt ich möchte jemand anders sein ich möchte in euer körper rein ich möchte die hülle kontrollieren all meine unsicherheiten verlieren bin nicht wie du, werde nie so sein ich bin wie ich, das bin ich allein [/center]

[center] [img]http://nixbitch.org/thecrow.jpg[/img] hes the one with the wasted life the one who will never find a wife lonley till the day he will die that day, he will stop to cry a baby with the body of an adult they keep saying it is his fault he is still crying in silence surrounded by the past violence cry, little sissy, let it out yell, scream, shout it oud loud the evil man with the beard its his anger that made me weird a freak with a broken home sitting there, all alone hitting himself in the face punch my head, like in old days hit me, hate me, she doesnt bother still youre the closest thing to a father unsecure since the day of divorce trying not to, with all his force no use, no love, just pain a wound, a scar, a stain please take me away, I dont want to stay end it, kill me, Im waiting for that day [/center]