My mind is clear now! Now I know what I want and wat I need to be happy this time! But there is one that won´t let me be happy and one `my love´ that wants to make me! I made a few mistakes, but there was nothing I´ve done that was so terrible like the things that happens now! No way In wanted to do anything bad and there is no way i´ve done. But the one who dont wants me to be in joy and peace can´t see the truth! She lives just in her own reality. And she does not accept that I dont wanna be part of this terrible untrue reality!