[center][font=georgia][color=#6E3B90]1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4...) 2. Repost as "I have lived through 96 of these 158 things." [1] I have read a lot of books. [] I have been on some sort of varsity team. [2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping. [] I have been to Canada. [3] I have been to Europe. [4] I have watched cartoons for hours. [5] I have tripped UP the stairs. [] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs. [6] I have been snowboarding/skiing. [] I have played ping pong. [7] I swam in the ocean. [] I have been on a whale watch. [8] I have seen fireworks. [9] I have seen a shooting star. [] I have seen a meteor shower. [10] I have almost drowned. [11] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear. [12] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again. [13] I have had stitches. [] I have had frostbite. [] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there. [14] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects. [15] I currently have a job. [16] I have been ice skating. [17] I have been roller blading. [] I have fallen flat on my face.^^[I can't remember so I don't think I did] [18] I have tripped over my own two feet. [19] I have been in a fist fight. [20 I have played video games for more than 3 hours straight. [] I have watched the Power Rangers. [] I attend Church regularly. [21] I have played truth or dare.^^[yessss...I have] [22] I have already had my 16th birthday. [23] I have already had my 17th birthday. [24] I've called someone stupid. [25] I've been in a verbal argument.^^[oh to many] [26] I've cried in school. [] I've played basketball on a team. [] I've played baseball on a team. [27] I've played football on a team. [] I've played soccer on a team. [] I've done cheerleading on a team. [] I've played handball on a team. [28] I've played volleyball on a team. [] I've played tennis on a team. [] I've been on a track or cross country team. [29] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life. [] I've bungee jumped. [30] I've climbed a rock wall. [31] I've lost more than $20. [much,much more] [32] I've called myself an idiot. [33] I've called someone else an idiot. [34] I've cried myself to sleep. [35] I've had (or have) pets. [36] I've owned a Spice Girls CD.[oh god,I'm guilty9 [] I've owned a Britney Spears CD. [] I've owned an *NSYNC CD. [37] I've owned a Backstreet Boys CD.[again...embarassing] [38] I've mooned someone. [39] I have sworn at someone of authority before. [40] I've been in the newspaper.[and I will be again,how sad] [] I've been on TV. [] I've been to Hawaii. [41] I've eaten sushi.[yeah...delicious] [42] I've been on the other side of a waterfall. [43] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies. [] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies. [44] I've watched all of the Rocky movies. [] I've watched the 3 Stooges. [] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica. [45] I've watched Looney Tunes. [46] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers. [47] I've been called a geek. [48] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.[because I had no joint before] [49] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.[because I had a joint before ;) ] [50] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs. [] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours. [] I've met a celebrity/music artist. [51] I've written poetry. [] I've been arrested. [52] I've been attracted to someone much older than me. [53] I've been tickled till I've cried. [] I've tickled someone else until they cried. [54] I've had/have siblings. [55] I've been to a rock concert. [56] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it. [57] I've been in a play. [58] I've been picked last in gym class. [59] I've been picked first in gym class. [] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class. [60] I've cried in front of my friends. [61] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages [] I've played Halo 2. [] I've freaked out over a sports game. [] I've been to Alaska. [] I've been to China. [] I've been to Spain. [] I've been to Japan. [] I've had a fight with someone on AIM. [62] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face. [] I've had serious conversations on any IM. [63] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.[screw me for that] [64] I've been forgiven. [] I've screamed at a scary movie. [] I've cried at a chick flick. [65] I've watched a lot of action movies. [66] I've screamed at the top of my lungs. [] I've been to a rap concert. [] I've been to a hip hop concert. [67] I've lived in more than 2 houses. [68] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway. [69] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day. [70] I've been in a car accident. [71] I've done drugs. [72] I've been homesick. [73] I've thrown up. [74] I've puked on someone.[I was two years old] [75] I've been horseback riding. [] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys. [76] I've spoken my mind in public. [77] I've proved someone wrong. [78] I've been proven wrong by someone. [] I've broken a leg. [] I've broken an arm/fingers. [] I've fallen off a swing. [79] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight [] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies. [80] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school. [] I've lost my backpack. [81] I've come close to dying. [] I've seen someone die. [82] I've known someone who has died. [83] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point. [84] I've done modeling. [85] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings. [86] I've taken something/someone for granted. [] I've realized how good my life is. [87] I've counted my blessings. [88] I've made fun of a classmate. [89] I've been asked out by someone and I said no. [90] I've slapped someone in the face. [] I've been skateboarding. [91] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend. [92] I've lied to someone to their face. [93] I've told a little white lie. [94] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.[a day?I left school for that] [] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.[wtf?] [] I've pushed someone into a pool. [95] I've been pushed into a pool. [96] I've been/am in love.

[center][font=georgia]-Mutter Sonne- Sie wurde geboren an einem warmen Sommertag In einer Stadt,die bereits im Sterben lag. Kaum erblickte sie das trübe Sonnenlicht Verdeckten weisse schleier ihr die Sicht. Mit verbundenen Augen und bewegunglos Zweifelte sie an ihrem Dasein und gab auf. Doch im Traum wurde sie zurückgeschickt und verlor dennoch einen Teil von sich. Als man ihr die Schleier abnahm verbarg sie ihren blick schloss die Augen und spürte keine wärme und erfuhr einen Moment vollkommener Gefühllosigkeit Denn die Welt um sie herum war weiss geworden. Sie fand sich wieder in einer mit Stacheln gespickten Sandgrube In der sie als kind spielte ohne dabei einen Schritt zu tun Vielleicht lächelte sie dabei hinauf zu ihrer Mutter Deren Augen die spitzen dornen nicht erblicken konnten. Der Sommer jedoch kehrte nicht zurück, Die Eiszapfen waren nie geschmolzen Und noch bevor der fünfte Winter anbrach verliessen sie gemeinsam die tote Stadt. Noch benommen irrte sie in der Freiheit herum Stieß dabei unüberlegte Rufe aus Die nicht unvernommen blieben und großes Leid heraufbeschworen. Ihr blieb lange zeit verborgen dass die Hände die sie wärmten ihr unbemerkt die Sicht verdeckten ein weisser Schleier,blutgetränkt. Als sie aufwachte war sie blind Sie vernahm schmerzerfüllte Laute einer ihr so wohl vertrauten Stimme und sie begann sich zu regen. Obgleich ihre Angst sie zu halten schien war ihr Verlangen nach Frieden gewachsen, unbemerkt saß sie mit Entschlossenheit und zu allem bereit dem Teufel gegenüber. So aß sie vom selben Teller und lag im selben Bett und wartete,verweilte,glaubte Traumgestalten. Bis ihre Blindheit zu Staub zerfiel, und nach dem sieben Winter ihre lang entbehrte Sonne schien. Ich hoffe Du hast stets Rückenwind und immer Sonnenschein im Gesicht ...und mögen Engelsscharen Dich auf ihren Flügeln tragen auf das Du mit den Sternen tanzt ° für M. [IMG]http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y73/Leandra20/unbenannt.jpg[/IMG]

[center][color=#B22052]Eine Borderlinestörung liegt mit großer Wahrscheinlichkeit vor, wenn ein Mensch unter mindestens fünf der folgenden neun Symptome leidet: * Unbeständige und unangemessen intensive zwischenmenschliche Beziehungen * Impulsivität bei potentiell selbstzerstörerischen Verhaltensweisen * Starke Stimmungsschwankungen * Häufige und unangemessene Zornausbrüche * Selbstverletzungen und Suiziddrohungen/ -versuche * Fehlen eines klaren Ichidentitätsgefühls * Chronische Gefühle von Leere und Langeweile * Verzweifelte Bemühungen, die reale oder eingebildete Angst vor dem Verlassenwerden zu vermeiden * Streßabhängige paranoide Phantasien oder schwere dissoziative Symptome ° ....vielleicht sollte ich das in 'persönliche info' kopieren...aber selbstironie ist auch keine lösung. Beten hingegen schon,denn gott liebt es das messer reinzustechen und die klinge langsam umzudrehen... 'Ja das tut sie.' [IMG]http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y73/Leandra20/RazorLove.gif[/IMG]